Just 2 more days til dooms day...

I am starting to get real nervous now and I am definetely not looking forward to starting the treatments. To be honest I am not sure what I am feeling right now...worried, nervous, emotional. So many things. It is always much worse when you don't know what is to come, so I am sure I am stressing for nothing. Nowadays they have anti-nausea meds and stuff so I don't have to worry about that and that would be a huge downer. So I am not exactly sure what I am so worried about. I guess the whole hair thing, but when it comes down to it, "it's only hair", right? How superficial can you be, if that was the worst to come out of this then I should consider myself a lucky person! I say this but it won't make being bald any easier. :o) That is one thing that will make this emotional unless I have some other crappy side effect to take my mind off of it. Which would once again lead back to having no hair not being so bad! I would rather be bald and able to take care of and spend time with my kids. So I hope for baldness to be the worst of my problems.